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I do believe a good few agree with me today when i say...



FUCK YOU AUGUST you can ROT AND DIE for all i care!!!



So... i honestly do believe that this month has come and very much has over-fucking-stayed its welcome.



Please hurry the fuck up and end. I'm through with you.



More to read at



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That is all.

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veauclin
07:43 Aug 31 2012

agreed brother this has been a long hard month for all involved ill be happy to see the back of it.

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You contact me...



I reply..



You lose your temper and attack me...



I ask you to call since texting has obviously failed us...



You yell... I ask you to stop.



You continue yelling... I give you two options.



Talk or hang up.



You hang up.



Then your mother proceeds to call my house multiple times.



Is it just me, or am I crazy in thinking you and yours need a mental evaluation?



The PFA YOU FILED states I can't contact you... yet I RISK MY OWN DAMN ASS by replying and responding to you...



and this is how You deemed necessary to treat me?



Please leave me alone.



Take our daughter from me completely like you did before. Do anything you think will make you feel better as a person. Just get the fuck out of my life... I don't care if your check list of Things that Cause Jesus pain is Finished or not.



I'm done with you...



you have always held a High and special place in my heart. And as I see that you are doing things that are making me begin to Genuinely Hate you... I am removing myself from ever reaching that point.



Goodbye.



In 15 years... Kyrah can decide if I am a father she wants in her life.



And now she doesn't have to say "I have TWO DADDY's!!!"





Pathetic.



Disheartening.



and Sickening.

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Slain
20:07 Aug 30 2012

I can only do so much as a man (legally) when so many are holding a stance against me.

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My daughter's here.



Which means I won't be.



Catch you guys around.

Why yes, I do in fact feel like it,



only...



slightly on the Hammered side.

The night is darkest just before the dawn...



and sometimes a flashlight along the way



really doesn't harm.

I find that I have been closed-minded about everyone else needing to have an open mind.

... to be continued...



As random songs.



Hmm hmm

My mind.. is weak and weary.

My soul cracking and shattering slowly...

My Body... barely suiting me.

My spirit... fading....

My heart... callousing to every gash it takes.



The mind? maintains the rest in a kind of stasis... that stops them from completely breaking down in the turmoil.



And... at the same time... I listen to others so I know. That my life could be worse. So i learn their points of view, without living the heartache. And... I HAVE learned a great deal. But there is much more to learn.



I listen and MAYBE advise others... because i try their shoes on me. But can anyone actually imagine themselves in mine? I don't know. Its a tricky thing that Ive already touched on.



But... its real. its me. and Im still learning. But doubt is overpowering me.



What am I worth to you?

Is my simple question.

What do i actually, do for you, that you keep me near you?



This is to Everyone.

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veauclin
23:25 Aug 03 2012

for me personally you are a great friend to me. you never think twice about helping and offering advice. you make me laugh ande sometimes near piss myself im laughing that much :))

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Want the past to come rushing back in a Flowing Crushing Wave?



Do what I just did to myself.

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queenofchaos
16:09 Aug 03 2012

0.o

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Slain
16:27 Aug 03 2012

Call and I'll tell you.



LOL

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veauclin
23:26 Aug 03 2012

did you jerk off into a sock ???????

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Slain
23:31 Aug 03 2012

:sighs: If only.

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[4:59:11 PM] ian: heheheh im patient itll come

[5:00:26 PM] Slain: careful

[5:00:31 PM] Slain: the storm that comes

[5:00:35 PM] Slain: may not be what you think

[5:00:45 PM] Slain: cuz life like to fuck with us that way lol

[5:01:01 PM] ian: yea will be a huge build up and like one little spurt wahahahahah

[5:02:36 PM] Slain: Im not talking about your personal problems. ::shudders:: I meant the storm could be in life.. or vr.. UGh.. what is WRONG with you????

[5:03:00 PM] ian: lol i meant life or vr too

[5:03:05 PM] Slain: like hell

[5:03:22 PM] ian: i dont have personal problems that way rofl

[5:04:39 PM] Slain: UH HUH...

[5:04:57 PM] Slain: see? This.. Righ here? This discussion? Not happening.

[5:05:08 PM] ian: wahahahahaha ok its forgotten

[5:05:13 PM] Slain: lol

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veauclin
22:11 Aug 01 2012

pair of mentalists

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Slain
22:13 Aug 01 2012

Pair-of-Normalists...





HA.

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queenofchaos
08:25 Aug 02 2012

Are you kidding me???



You two are warped.



Also...what if Ian had a problem with his "little spurt", are you saying you wouldn't help him?



Wow..what kind of "brah" are you??



*pats Ian on the head* eeesh, it's ok...alot of men have that issue.

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